Look who is trying to sneak back into blogging like she didn’t disappear for days. At least I am back to writing, well struggling to write. If you follow me on Instagram you saw my rant on “mondayconvos”.
Basically I said that I feel detached from the creative part of me. I don’t want to write just so I can post and get reads and that’s it. Hell no, I want to write because it makes me happy. As for now I do not feel that creative therefore I’m not that pumped to blog.
When I opened my wordpress app the title was “All the tea on my vacation”. That was the title of my blog and what I had planned to write today. On Thursday I was to post an update on how the school semester is so far. As I was writing the first line I felt a bit off and couldn’t continue with the blog. I was ready to tell you all about my trip to Malindi and all the exciting things I did. When I don’t even have the words to write what exactly is the use of posting? Why should I write a blog which won’t be exciting to read?
When I blog I usually have this excitement. I always have my notebook and pen ready to jot down notes and look at my points but now all I want is to close this app and go on with my day. I usually see people saying how they’re taking a break from social media and I strongly feel I should take a break from blogging. I haven’t been blogging for that long but I feel the need to just take a step back. This little girl is just going through some stuff that she needs to sort out first before she gets back to blogging π.
Lemme steal some words from Liza Koshy (if you don’t know who she is go to YouTube and search Liza Koshy, you won’t regret it). “It’s not stuff that I can’t deal with, it’s just that I want to spread mayonnaise and I only have mustard and I need the mayonnaise. And we are working on getting the mayonnaise π”.
This blog has taken a very drastic turn π from a story time to taking a break. I think it’s external stress and school that’s making me feel detached from writing. No worries your girl will be back very soon. Y’all won’t even notice my absence π. I will work on a blog plan for the rest of the year so when I’m back it’s serious business. I am turning all my attention to my unfinished novel on wattpad so head on there and read the book (I will link it below). I love you guys so much and thank you for the support so far. Stay safe stay happy π
WATTPAD STORY “HER SAVIOR”